Clandestinekid's Journals

Ello Meh Loves!

Oh God, I have millions of messages!!!!!!!! I wonder if anyone noticed I was gone...hmmmmmmmmmm...........well none-the-less, I'm back! So sorry for not replying to messages, just give me time, and IU'll get around to your messages and notes.

UPDATE

A quick update on the last journal entry...

I recently visited bleedingstarclothing.com only to be surprised with the fact that the website myseriously vanished...long story short...it doesn't exist anymore. Just an fyi for anyone who read the last entry. Sorry...I'll keep checking back though.

ANOUNCEMENT!!!

Hi people! I have a small anouncement! This is for the people who love HOT TOPIC but can't stand their over-priced, and over-rated merchendice. I did some searching and found bledingstarclothing.com, which is basically clothing for the anerexic, Narcissistic, emo dude in all of us! Hope that didn't sound too stereotypical...But yeah. And..well, to be honest, the clothes aren't really any cheaper than Hot Topic's clothes. But it's a nice change, and the selection is pretty cool! So, check em out!!! If you want to. Or you can tell me to take this entry and shove it, and to piss off, but that hurts my feelings...so just check out the website. Bye beautiful people!

Things about me(updated)

Things about me:
Hispanic(but I don't have an accent, and I speak better english)
I'm bi
I'm a true poet at heart
I'm also a very good artist
I cried while listening to afi
Bloc Party-my fav band
Sometimes have thoughts of suicide
Used to cut(but don't anymore)
Get addicted to NyQuil easily
Love the feeling of anistesia
Get really hyper when I'm alone
addicted to gummy bears
Constantly give comentary on my life, even when I'm not talking to someone
say the word emo too much
I'm really sensitive
I change emotions easily
I get depressed easily
I tend to become too close to people
I fall in love too quickly
I'm really sarcastic
I talk about people a lot
I tell people my emotions too much

Things about me

Things about me:
I'm really sensitive
I change emotions easily
I get depressed easily
I tend to become too close to people
I fall in love too quickly
I'm really sarcastic
I talk about people a lot
I tell people my emotions too much

A random poem I thought about in the shower...

I stepped out of the shower, and the mirror was all steamed up, and I drew a heart. There was a drop of water that ran from the middle of the heart down. It reminded me of a bullet wound, and this came to mind:

YOU FIRED YOUR LOVING BULLET INTO MY SUFFERING HEART, TAKEN TO MY NAME. LODGED, DEEPER, AND DEEPER, CREATING A LONELY, BLOODY SILHOUETTE THAT JUST WONT HEAL. AND WITH EACH HARD BREATH TAKEN, IS A THOUGHT OF YOUR KILLING LOVE. YOUR LOVE KILLS ME, LIKE A SILENT SUICIDE. THIS MODERN LOVE BREAKS ME. THIS MODERN LOVE WASTES ME...

HOW TO COOK A TURKEY(my way)--valuable information for everyday use!

- Go buy a turkey
- Take a drink of whiskey (scotch) OR JD
- Put turkey in the oven
- Take another 2 drinks of whiskey
- Set the degree at 375 ovens
- Take 3 more whiskeys of drink
- Turn oven the on
- Take 4 whisks of drinky
- Turk the bastey
- Whiskey another bottle of get
- Stick a turkey in the thermometer
- Glass yourself a pour of whiskey
- Bake the whiskey for 4 hours
- Take the oven out of the turkey
- Take the oven out of the turkey
- Take the oven out of the turkey
- Floor the turkey up off of the pick
- Turk the carvey
- Get yourself another scottle of botch
- Tet the sable and pour yourself a glass of turkey
- Bless the saying, pass and eat out

or, if yours turns out like mine did...all black and flame-y and such and no one will eat it...just throw it away. THEN pass out

Question....

Yeah, it's been eating me up inside lately...this was before I was a hardcore Fall Out Boy fan, but I was on this website forum, and on of the forums claimed that Andy in FOB is gay, but I'm not sure. So I was wondering if anyone on Buzznet knows this as fact of just another rumor... Comments please!

Yeah, I'm very bored...

Hi beautiful people!!! I'm really bored so I'm just going to give a comentary on everything that I'm doing; I'm obviously on Buzznet right now, I'm watching the Real World, while listenig to From First to Last on my computer (current song: Heroine) and I'm in the dark. Haha, I'm to lazy to turn on my light. Oh well...I wonder how many friends I lost there, whom think I'm so damn boring...well fuck you then!!! But thanx to all of the bright-eyed and bushy-tailed people who left all of these friendly comments on meh profile! Buzznet people rock! Oh, and a shout out to all meh emo peeps!!! PEACE!